andy12861
New Member
hi all i really didnt know if i should start this thread but i have.it's really hard for me to put down on hear how i feel im a 47yo man i am trying to get on with my life after my op but it really is so hard.in the past ive lost everything i held dear to me i really dont want to burden you all with it here. im just not looking forward to christmas this year between one thing and another im feeling fed up i dont smoke i dont drink the only thing i did was eat and i cant do that anymore i hope you all dont think im a big wuss i just want the next two weeks out of the way so i can start a new year how i mean carry on and maybe next christmas might be better than this christmas well here's hoping. goognight all hope you all have a great christmas and a happy new year