StephieAck
I know Ive changed!
I know that most people will be baffled as to why I am happy about this so let me explain.
I get my strength to stay on the straight and narrow from my fear of dumping but I was kind of nervous in case I didnt dump, I was scared that further down the line I would lose my resolve and fall into old habits, I needed that fear of dumping and tonight I dumped mildly and my oh my have I got the fear in full flow lol
My hubby fancied something sweet so I threw a cake together for him and I totally forgot myself as I did and wiped a bit away and I tasted it, it was the tiniest little bit and I didnt even think about it.
About half an hour later I started to feel funny, I went hot suddenly and my heart started to pound and I felt really sick, in fact I felt as though if I moved I would throw up so hubby got me a bowl. I then got lower tummy pain too and had to go to the toilet and sat there with my bowl and had to stay there a little while and eventually managed to get back to the sofa. Ever since the op I have felt totally cold a lot and I have been today but the heat spreading through me warmed me nicely. Eventually I started to feel a bit better and got away with throwing up, there was alot of spitting involved but I didnt throw up.
I talked to a couple of people about it that are in the know and they comfirmed that it was indeed dumping.
I consider it to have been only mild dumping as I didnt actually vomit or have the runs but dumping is still dumping and I am thrilled!!!
Now I have had it confirmed that I do in fact dump and am so happy to have the fear well and truly instilled in me.
Steph xx
I get my strength to stay on the straight and narrow from my fear of dumping but I was kind of nervous in case I didnt dump, I was scared that further down the line I would lose my resolve and fall into old habits, I needed that fear of dumping and tonight I dumped mildly and my oh my have I got the fear in full flow lol
My hubby fancied something sweet so I threw a cake together for him and I totally forgot myself as I did and wiped a bit away and I tasted it, it was the tiniest little bit and I didnt even think about it.
About half an hour later I started to feel funny, I went hot suddenly and my heart started to pound and I felt really sick, in fact I felt as though if I moved I would throw up so hubby got me a bowl. I then got lower tummy pain too and had to go to the toilet and sat there with my bowl and had to stay there a little while and eventually managed to get back to the sofa. Ever since the op I have felt totally cold a lot and I have been today but the heat spreading through me warmed me nicely. Eventually I started to feel a bit better and got away with throwing up, there was alot of spitting involved but I didnt throw up.
I talked to a couple of people about it that are in the know and they comfirmed that it was indeed dumping.
I consider it to have been only mild dumping as I didnt actually vomit or have the runs but dumping is still dumping and I am thrilled!!!
Now I have had it confirmed that I do in fact dump and am so happy to have the fear well and truly instilled in me.
Steph xx