ditzeeblonde

I'm so disappointed in myself.. I have been low carbing & lost over 30lbs so far this year BUT today I ate a whole bag of chocolate raisins... WHY??

All to do with some stupid reward system at my son's school which is making me worry about him as he's not doing as well as he was before they introduced it & b'coz 2 of his friends were saying how bad my son was doing... so I burst into tears & ate & now feel sick & am beating myself up for not learning anything in the past 2 months!!!

This is just confirmation that I can't do this by myself just as I was starting to believe in myself!!

Why oh why do I do these stupid stupid things??

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Dawn36

Why? Because you are human, and we all have slip ups. You were upset and you comforted yourself. It is done now, put it in the past and get back on track. Look what an amazing job you have done so far, remember that and forget the blip. We are all here to support you, you are not on your own, we wont let you! You can do it, Dawnx

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Miss Tickle

Okay- take a deep breath. It's done now and you know 1.it was a mistake and 2. it SO did not make you feel better or solve anything.
I've just resisted a mini bag of maltesers and crammed a crispbread in me gob coz I didn't get the answer I wanted/needed when I phoned the hospital to find out when my first appointment is. That bag of maltesers is still calling to me even as I type.
Like you I've been doing okay lately. Have lost 1.5 stone since I saw the GP and asked him to refer me. And it's because I do so well for maybe a month or two and then fall open mouthed into a vat of chocolate, cake or spag bol or McDonalds that I know I need the WLS tool.
It doesn't matter how often I learn the lesson that the pain outlasts the pleasure 1000 times over I still reward or console myself with food. Not a bit-a lot.
Today you've shared your moment of weakness. Thanks-I think you've saved me from mine.
But you have learned something. You've come on here, fessed up/shared/asked for support instead of eating another bag of something bad. So well done.
And don't eat crap again!

xx

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-25lbs lost pre-op.
Post Op:






GOALS:
Xmas 11 17 st
- 8 st 15.1.12.
<16st 5.2.12
BMI 30- 31.3.12
Easter12 Goal 14st11lb
<10 ST & < 200lbs done 5.5.12
Xmas 12 <12st
Post Op
1 -6lb 2-10lb 3:-3.5lb 4:-5lbs
5-3.5lb 6-4lb 7-5lb 8-3lb
9-3.5lb 10-2.5lb 11-6lb12-3lbs)
13-2lb 14-2lbs 15:-4lb16-3lb
17&18-5lb 19&20:-4lb
21-1lb25.12.2011-4lbs: 23-2lb 24-2lb
25-4lb 26-1lb 27-1lb 28-2lbs
29-1lb 30-1lb 31-5lb banana dancer:32-2lb=9 ST GONE!
33,34(hols!)&35:-3lb 36:-4lbs
37:Easter Dy 12-2lb=205lbs 38&39:STS 40:-3lb
41: -7lb 42&43&44:STS
45:-4lb 46:-1lb 47:STS 48:-2lb
49&50:STS 51:-1lb [COLOR="Red"] Hosp Wi- 85.2 kg [B] 52:-1lb
53:STS 54:-1lb 55&56:STS
57:-2lb 58:-2lb 59&60:STS
61:-4lb 62:&63:STS 64:-1lb
65: STS 66:-2lb 67:STS. 68:-1lb . 69 -3lb 70-1lb

cah-ching

I hope you've taken a few deep breaths. As the others say - you are only human. x

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Rache

we do it because we are human and not perfect. another day another chance to get it right flower xxx

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ditzeeblonde

Thanks guys... still feeling pants! Have got lovely hearburn & feeling sluggish. Back on track tomorrow... will drink tons to flush it all out & regain that focus that I've had!

It means such alot to be able to share on here... I'm sure thats whats stopped me from having a binge!

Thank you. xxx

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