delicateorchid
New Member
I dont know where to start. As if I have not had enough drama in my life.
I've been with Paul for 7 years and we even got engaged. He has always been supportive of me even since I've gained all the weight after my mother passed away and I ditched my dream to be a personal fitness instructor.
He continued on to become a fully qualified fitness instructor and one of his best friends (who is also a fitness instructor) is a stunning size 8 blonde girl who tried to split us up once about 5 years ago. Paul insists that there is nothing going on and i believe him but I know he has lustful thoughts about her cause I have just found his "old phone" - he got a new one a week ago. His old phone has 36 photos of her and most are in her bikini or some rather sexy poses that are prob suited for her boyfriend instead of my husbands eyes.
The dates of these photos were downloaded on to his phone just last moth and on the very day that I flew to London to visit my friend for a girly weekend.
I physically feel sick and have vomited twice already this morning. Paul is in Dublin til Wednesday. I've a BMI of 45!! There is no way I could possibly compete.
I've been with Paul for 7 years and we even got engaged. He has always been supportive of me even since I've gained all the weight after my mother passed away and I ditched my dream to be a personal fitness instructor.
He continued on to become a fully qualified fitness instructor and one of his best friends (who is also a fitness instructor) is a stunning size 8 blonde girl who tried to split us up once about 5 years ago. Paul insists that there is nothing going on and i believe him but I know he has lustful thoughts about her cause I have just found his "old phone" - he got a new one a week ago. His old phone has 36 photos of her and most are in her bikini or some rather sexy poses that are prob suited for her boyfriend instead of my husbands eyes.
The dates of these photos were downloaded on to his phone just last moth and on the very day that I flew to London to visit my friend for a girly weekend.
I physically feel sick and have vomited twice already this morning. Paul is in Dublin til Wednesday. I've a BMI of 45!! There is no way I could possibly compete.