I don't know if I'm in the position to comment as I'm only just starting out on my wls journey, however, I agree with the others in that you absolutely need to make sure you have support in place, whether it be friends, family or a good doctor or counselor.
This is your surgery and will give you control over food for the first time in years if you're anything like me. I'm a big emotional eater myself and I know how you feel hun, but enjoy the chance to take control over something, even if other things are going to hell in a basket lol.
I wish you all the best for your surgery and remember we're all here for times when you need to talk xx
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