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So i mentioned to some family members that i was going to have surgery to help me be rid of the fat suit i wear everyday.
My uncle, who is a good fella, piped up with...'why dont you try to diet instead' Jeez, why didnt i think of that! He didnt mean it horribly, he was just being a prat
So my mum and brother were ok with it. My aunties both flew into rants of sheer panic at the thought of me having any kind of surgery. I did have to listen to them for over an hour talking to me about the dangers of surgery - they know someone who died from wls, i should just try harder blah blah. I mean i love them to bits, but they really annoyed me
Yes i could try harder, but i just dont have it in me to do this. Does this make me a failure? More than likely yes! BUT, there is something out there that could help me, help me change the life ive grown to tolerate. I dont want to tolerate life anymore, i want to live it.
I'll be honest, im absolutely sh*tting myself about the op, it keeps me awake at night. I want to write a will before im operated on (dramatic i know, but i really am frightened). My auntie put it this way, do i want to be fat and alive, or thin and dead - and i just cant get that thought out of my head argh!
Now ive got the money come through, I still dont know who to have the sleeve with (im going private). My head hurts!
Ok, i feel better now ive written that down
My uncle, who is a good fella, piped up with...'why dont you try to diet instead' Jeez, why didnt i think of that! He didnt mean it horribly, he was just being a prat
So my mum and brother were ok with it. My aunties both flew into rants of sheer panic at the thought of me having any kind of surgery. I did have to listen to them for over an hour talking to me about the dangers of surgery - they know someone who died from wls, i should just try harder blah blah. I mean i love them to bits, but they really annoyed me
Yes i could try harder, but i just dont have it in me to do this. Does this make me a failure? More than likely yes! BUT, there is something out there that could help me, help me change the life ive grown to tolerate. I dont want to tolerate life anymore, i want to live it.
I'll be honest, im absolutely sh*tting myself about the op, it keeps me awake at night. I want to write a will before im operated on (dramatic i know, but i really am frightened). My auntie put it this way, do i want to be fat and alive, or thin and dead - and i just cant get that thought out of my head argh!
Now ive got the money come through, I still dont know who to have the sleeve with (im going private). My head hurts!
Ok, i feel better now ive written that down