Crikey!! Thanks everyone, you know during the really difficult time after my band was removed I couldn't come onto the site cos it made me soo sad, and yet here I am back on here after a few months and you are all soo supportive even though some of you have only heard from me for the first time this week. That is why this place is sooo important and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.
I've got a good feeling this time, i'm very calm and chilled (so far!) and hope to see you all very soon when i'm back again on the losing side....xxxx