one week today

[pinkprincess77]

Time is going so quickly, this time next week I will probably be in theatre having having my bypass. I am excited for my new beginning and I'm trying to block out the negative thoughts. However I keep thinking about my son he doesnt know what I'm really going in to hospital for he only 7 and I know if I told him the truth he would tell everyone and thatd not what I want.

I cant help thinking what if he never sees me again and I've not told him the truth. Im going to write him a letter but even writing this I'm crying.

This is going to be a new start for us both and deep down I know it will be positive. Im looking forward to us both getting me active together I cant wait to run around the park with him without thinking people will be thinking omg look at the state of that fat lass running.

Sorry for waffling but I feel that on here is the best place because everyone is or as been in the same place so have better understanding. Much love to you all xx

 

[mummy2309]

good luck with your op, mines 1 week away i have 4 children 3 understand what im doing and the reasons im doing it but my 5 year old i have tried to explain it to him as much as i can, he's funny as im on the pre op diet he keeps saying are you allowed that mummy did the doctor say you could have it lol, i know its hard getting the bad feeling to go away but im sure your be fine x

 

[SleeveGirl]

Time is going so quickly, this time next week I will probably be in theatre having having my bypass. I am excited for my new beginning and I'm trying to block out the negative thoughts. However I keep thinking about my son he doesnt know what I'm really going in to hospital for he only 7 and I know if I told him the truth he would tell everyone and thatd not what I want.

I cant help thinking what if he never sees me again and I've not told him the truth. Im going to write him a letter but even writing this I'm crying.

This is going to be a new start for us both and deep down I know it will be positive. Im looking forward to us both getting me active together I cant wait to run around the park with him without thinking people will be thinking omg look at the state of that fat lass running.

Sorry for waffling but I feel that on here is the best place because everyone is or as been in the same place so have better understanding. Much love to you all xx

Hi pinkpriness77, I can honestly say I felt exactly the same as you. I couldn't even write a letter in the end because I couldn't get out the words or stop crying.

I had my surgery on Friday 24th and I came out the other side fine. I kept telling the anaesthetist how scared I was (although he already knew because of my obs!). Your son will see you in pain or uncomfortable when you get home though.

I know nothing I say will calm your nerves but I just wanted to wish you well and send good luck to you. xxxx