natashoorrr
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Well I'm officially over the hump and as of tomorrow, I can say "i'm having surgery this weekend"
I think its been a bit of a strange week really! I still haven't got excited or nervous about the whole situation. Although I do sit there sometimes and fantasise about food and think, well I can't have that anymore! which doesn't exactly upset me - just makes me feel a little bit of annoyance if anything that I've let myself get in to this position.
My family are all really supportive and I have my hospital bag packed!
I'm not taking much, I just have a bathrobe, slippers, wash bag, leggins, long t-shirt that is already too big for me and some hair bobbles. I will pack my phone charger, phone and some money at the last minute. I'm still debating whether to take my hair straighteners as I'm incredibly vain but I'm sure when in pain I won't care less about my hair!
Today I have shampoo'd my carpet and thrown away a big black bin liner of clothes I won't be wearing ever again. I am preparing my room for my return you see and my boyfriend has surprised me by buying a brand new bed which is absolutely gorgeous!!
All I have left to do is buy some new pillows on Saturday along with some thank you presents for my mum for being so awesome throughout this and stock up on slim fast/complan!
Am I forgetting anything else?!
I think its been a bit of a strange week really! I still haven't got excited or nervous about the whole situation. Although I do sit there sometimes and fantasise about food and think, well I can't have that anymore! which doesn't exactly upset me - just makes me feel a little bit of annoyance if anything that I've let myself get in to this position.
My family are all really supportive and I have my hospital bag packed!
I'm not taking much, I just have a bathrobe, slippers, wash bag, leggins, long t-shirt that is already too big for me and some hair bobbles. I will pack my phone charger, phone and some money at the last minute. I'm still debating whether to take my hair straighteners as I'm incredibly vain but I'm sure when in pain I won't care less about my hair!
Today I have shampoo'd my carpet and thrown away a big black bin liner of clothes I won't be wearing ever again. I am preparing my room for my return you see and my boyfriend has surprised me by buying a brand new bed which is absolutely gorgeous!!
All I have left to do is buy some new pillows on Saturday along with some thank you presents for my mum for being so awesome throughout this and stock up on slim fast/complan!
Am I forgetting anything else?!