This time next week...

[fab40]

This time next week I will have had my op...

Feeling a little low at the moment, i think its the liquid diet and the goodbye to some foods and drinks.. Silly as I have eaten everything there is to try and really want to feel fitter and healthier and get into clothes from a normal shop.

I think its such an emotional journey we go through to get to the point I am at and to be having an operation to help with my weight.. I feel like I have let myself down and go to be doing what I am doing..

Sorry to feel so glum as I am very lucky to have the cash to have this op but just thinking what the hell am I doing today.

Much Love to all you brave pre ops and post opers!

Jane x

Yes I will be fab at 40..

 

[Vespa]

Hey, I'm the same- my op is Friday. I lashed out at my bf for no reason today- its the lack of food why we feel like this. Good luck though, you'll be fine xxx

 

[fab40]

Thanks Hun, its hard to not be snappy at a bit glum at the moment!

Not long to go though!

 

[top_kat]

I get those feelings, that you've let yourself down . . .I had those feelings too. But, this is something we are doing to take control, of what we eat, of our weight loss in many ways . . .and that isn't letting yourself down!

I turn 40 next month, infact I will be due my first bandfill on my birthday itself (oh just as I can eat food I will be back to liquids lol)

Sorry you're feeling so down Jane, it is an emotional rollercoaster and even tho Im now post op, I still feel the ups and downs emotionally too. . .

Liquid diet is quite hard for some people and its a big change in diet so its not surprising it causes such ups and downs.

hang in there and Im only a PM away or a shout if you want to chat

Kat xx

 

[fab40]

Thanks Kat, you must be so proud you have come this far and yes it is an emotional roller coaster!

Tomorrow is another day and will be better than today!

 

[Evenstarr]

Firstly lots of luck to you both, it's a big step but a great one that you're taking!
And yeh I get the emotional roller coaster bit too...pre op I was great , I wasn't nervous I was giddy...but post op I've been incredibly weepy, crying over the silliest of things, I'm sure it's all down to the huge changes our bodies are going through.
Em xxxx