You have that first magical proper comfy bathtime to look forward to! I think make it a real celebration to spur you on!
Get a nice basket and treat yourself to bits and bobs for it when you can afford to.
Bath bombes, lovely body lotions, Bubbly bath, yummy soaps (I love the ones from LUSH) , face packs, Hair treatments...the works!!
If you can tolerate it a mini bottle of some nice alkihol

...scented candles in your fave smells...and even a big fluffy new bath sheet towel to use exclusively for that first proper..fit in nicely bath...
And then when the day comes , make sure your loved ones give you some peace for an hour and go enjoy a fantastic treat x