Seriously this is all waffle right to the bitter end I'm so sorry for wasting your time. Save yourself. Turn away now, I'm clearly barking and shouldn't be allowed out in public
To say I'm panicking would be a massive understatement, but it's not all the time I'm incredibly excited too.
Still can't believe it's happening
Still can't believe I'm gonna go thru with it!
I'm now so stressed I don't know what day of the week it is. Forgetting stuff. Can't do simple maths for counting stupid calories, for stupid pre op diet.
I mean it's not as if I don't want it. I've been on this road for 4 and a half years! Thats forever! Plenty of time to come to a well thought through decision. But no I'm dickering right up to the bitter end
You know when people say they're on the horns of a dilema, I now SO know what that means! And what sharp nasty pointy horns they are, made pointy little holes in my crocs as I dance from one choice to the other and back again and again.
I can't believe I've got myself onto this situation!
Still can't believe it's now the only logical solution.
OOPS I'm a teapot I'm a teapot I'm a teapot
But you know what? i'm gonna be a thin one in thinland, and it's gonna be alright isn't it, Yes It'll be lover~ly......
If i can jsust stop my self from running off to Aberystwyth or pouring tea or barking at small children............
AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG
To say I'm panicking would be a massive understatement, but it's not all the time I'm incredibly excited too.
Still can't believe it's happening
Still can't believe I'm gonna go thru with it!
I'm now so stressed I don't know what day of the week it is. Forgetting stuff. Can't do simple maths for counting stupid calories, for stupid pre op diet.
I mean it's not as if I don't want it. I've been on this road for 4 and a half years! Thats forever! Plenty of time to come to a well thought through decision. But no I'm dickering right up to the bitter end
You know when people say they're on the horns of a dilema, I now SO know what that means! And what sharp nasty pointy horns they are, made pointy little holes in my crocs as I dance from one choice to the other and back again and again.
I can't believe I've got myself onto this situation!
Still can't believe it's now the only logical solution.
OOPS I'm a teapot I'm a teapot I'm a teapot
But you know what? i'm gonna be a thin one in thinland, and it's gonna be alright isn't it, Yes It'll be lover~ly......
If i can jsust stop my self from running off to Aberystwyth or pouring tea or barking at small children............
AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG