Hi Tracey
Mr.Patel did my Sleeve Op ,just over 3 weeks ago. He's a lovely calm man , very reassuring.
I know how you feel, I was in a state of shock for the week before my Op as I only got 5 days notice and then in !
I was getting myself in such a state ...all for nothing, as it turned out.
Try to keep yourself busy with sorting out things you will need post-op.
Let us know how you are getting on. x