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Is it lunch time yet?

Sounds like your doing amazing. Must be amazing to have that freedom. I need to work on not weighing daily I really do. Feels like a loss of control at the moment though. You look amazing and your outlook sounds great!! X x
 
Beautiful Cupid...I wrote song and verse yesterday in way of a reply and lost it all with my pfttt internet grrrr...... but just wanted to say i'm so dead chuffed for you and so proud of you, your post is liberating for sure......... breaking free from those scales that bind us......... the freedom just to carry on regardless, trusting and knowing that this path you walk is the path in the right direction, and not having to have the reassurance of those numbers each week !!!

I guess its like walking a one way street now, you have past that point of worry and concern, the stress and that constant daily grind....time to sit back and just let you tum do the work.....its a lovely place to be.............more time to just be at one with the world :)

I also send you healing vibes and wish you well on the road to recovery real soon..... my thoughts were your way at 6.20am this morning .....watching the most beautiful rainbow reach across the sky :)

as for the hospital.... I guess they need to keep your stats to mark your progress but frankly it is just a number :) BUT it is number of achievement sweetness...... you have come soooooooooooooo far wooohoooooo.........for me your pics speaks millions of numbers...the most important one being YOU and just how happy you look .......that is worth a million x x x x x x x
 
My dear friend this means so much to me thank you from the bottom of my heart. It's been a tough journey and I really didn't expect it to be easy. The number of times I thought about giving up is uncountable but with the help I have had it was worth it but never would have got here otherwise. Xx

Had my B12 yesterday and I'm totally washed out today lol typical. Bloods taken again and reffered back to coronary specialist. I have been monitored for the last 10 days and my average heart rate is standing at 136bpm and that ain't good. I have to go through more surgery but I'm not worried at all even tho hubby thinks I should be. I'm more concerned about being so tired ATM because it limits me too much pft! So they can crack on and sort it.

My docs rang my team yesterday then rang me back this morning. Basically I have to get weighed but they don't have to tell me the result just pass it on to the consultant so I'm happy with that :)

Busy week this one coming as 4 hospital trips for hubby between work hours as he seems to be getting everything tested at once for a change. As long as he gets results it will be worth it...that's if I'm awake long enough to get there lol.

Thanks again for the wonderful post Hun as I said it means a lot to me.

Enjoy the rest of the weekend huge hugs xxx xxx
 
hmmm sometimes sweetness we have to keep traveling down that path whether we chose it or not..... heath is unpredictable, we never know what were going to get thrown up in this wonderful life of chance lol all we can do is make the best of what were given today and look forward to better day tomorrow :) hang in there sweetness..... we never know what's around the corner but the need to embrace it is the only way :) hugest of hugs hunni and strength to get you thru the next few days....plenty of rest and enjoy what you can x x x x mawhhh
 
Hi Cupid

So happy you are in a good place at the moment, and pleased hubby's getting all his test done, hopeing he's feeling a bit better.

Sorry not text for a while, but I will do has I am coming off here for a while, and I dont want to loose your friendship.

Sending you huge hugs, take care xxxx
 
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Hi Cupid So happy you are in a good place at the moment, and pleased hubby's getting all his test done, hopeing he's feeling a bit better. Sorry not text for a while, but I will do has I am coming off here for a while, and I dont want to loose your friendship. Sending you huge hugs, take care xxxx
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thanks hun last thing you will ever do Hun as we're friends for life xxxxx
 
Beautiful day today...I woke up to my bed covered in 40 yes I did say 40 roses and 25 silver Angels. Now I have never had breakfast in bed but this was so much better. Spent the morning in the garden drinking Oj and planting flowers. Afternoon was a walk around peasholme park and this evening well....had a meal booked for 8pm only for them to ring at 7 to say they will stop serving at 7.30 so did we want to come now? No definitely not. 8pm we walk into another. Place only to be told sorry no white meat on the menu. 3rd try they don't do meals anymore it's a wine bar so ended up at KFC boneless bucket for hubby and my youngest to take home while they play on the ps4s and I catch up with my soaps. 25 years married and I much prefer this :)
 
Wow 25th anniversary :) sounds like a heavenly day sweetheart...... roses and angels what a beautiful thought ...the walk idyllic ...shame about the meal...........but as you say sometimes the simpler the better :) just how I like it too !!!

A day fitting for a Princess :) I hope you enjoyed every second and soaked up every little moment of happiness x x x x x
 
Sounds like you have a fab day just as it should be here's to the next 25 years
 
Hi Cupid

Sorry I missed your anniversary, pleased you had a good day.

Hope you are doing well.

Have a lovely weekend, take care xx
 
Been a very difficult week this week started off as busy as and not really had time to think. Hubby still having loads of tests and ruling things out doesn't seem to be helping but time will tell. Had a terrible shock my youngest went to work on his bike a very large powerful ex track super sport bike. Just thinking about it makes me very nervous. He works out of town and travels 34 miles there and back on a major road and I worry enough about him when he goes in the car never mind on his bike. He was due home at 10.30 but forgot to ring before he left at 10pm. Getting close on to 11 I decided to pop out in the car with hubby just to ride to the bypass to see if it was clear. Getting a mile down the road and it's blocked by police asking us to divert so I made hubby pull over and went to speak to the officer who told us that there had been an accident involving a bike and a car. I felt so sick until my lad pulled up at the side of us on his bike. Letting him get in the house and sorted I sat on the doorstep as I needed some air. He came out and sat with me apologising for not ringing and told me that he was late because changing in to his bike gear out of his work gear was more important and he was making his way home. Stopping that bit longer to me saved my lads life as a young lad that he works with had set off without bothering to put his leathers on after a 12hr shift. It cost him his life. The driver of the car pulled out of a junction and failed to look properly and he was going so fast the accident couldn't have saved him anyway. The driver was stood on the pavement crying as my lad pulled up. This lad who spent his last in the road was working along side of my boy for the last hours of his life. They took him away and he was clinically dead. Turned off the machine when his parents got there. How can they ever be the same again. :'(
 
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Well today I keep catching myself thinking of this young man and how his life was gone so quickly. I made my boy go in the car and he said to me " mum you can't stop fate when it's your time you have to go" yes I understand this but the heartache his parents are feeling is. Too much to. Bear and yet they must. Kind of throws things into a new light for me. I was going to re read all my posts in my diary this week but I now don't think I will bother as it seems pointless. How things change so fast.
 
Life is so very precious and fragile.....in the blink of an eye it can be over and that's a sobering thought....we all go thru **** in life and yes I guess were all guilty some days of not wanting to be here..... sometimes life becomes a struggle, too hard to face....but ultimately it is a gift..... we come into this world alone and go out alone, what we do in-between is up to us.... live it to its fullest or mull on by awaiting for the next drama to happen...... sometimes it takes a huge jolt like this to make us realise what we have is so very special and in a brief moment it could all be gone..... hug your loved ones tightly tell you love them and thank our lucky stars we have all we have in life x x x x you are a very lucky, special lady .....grab life hunni.....nothing is pointless....everything for a reason .... there but the grace of God go I x x x x xx
 
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Life is so very precious and fragile.....in the blink of an eye it can be over and that's a sobering thought....we all go thru **** in life and yes I guess were all guilty some days of not wanting to be here..... sometimes life becomes a struggle, too hard to face....but ultimately it is a gift..... we come into this world alone and go out alone, what we do in-between is up to us.... live it to its fullest or mull on by awaiting for the next drama to happen...... sometimes it takes a huge jolt like this to make us realise what we have is so very special and in a brief moment it could all be gone..... hug your loved ones tightly tell you love them and thank our lucky stars we have all we have in life x x x x you are a very lucky, special lady .....grab life hunni.....nothing is pointless....everything for a reason .... there but the grace of God go I x x x x xx
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and every single word the truth Hun...huge hugs xxx xxx
 
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