Well the title says it all really.
I'm having a bypass on Tuesday and I'm currently on the milk diet which is going surprising well. My husband has commented how much I'm NOT moaning about lack of chocolate, cake etc.
However, my emotional state about the op is like a pendulum. Coming home from work just now I had a mad 5 minutes when I thought about what happens if I die on the table, yet other times I'm so excited that this is the start of a new chapter for me and my family.
Please, is this normal or is this something deeper like I'm not actually head-ready for the op yet?
Thanks
Jacala73 x x
I'm having a bypass on Tuesday and I'm currently on the milk diet which is going surprising well. My husband has commented how much I'm NOT moaning about lack of chocolate, cake etc.
However, my emotional state about the op is like a pendulum. Coming home from work just now I had a mad 5 minutes when I thought about what happens if I die on the table, yet other times I'm so excited that this is the start of a new chapter for me and my family.
Please, is this normal or is this something deeper like I'm not actually head-ready for the op yet?
Thanks
Jacala73 x x