Don't know what is the matter with me, i am sat here blubbering and can't seem to stop crying. I know my op is on Monday but i am excited about this as i have waited so long. I have phoned my daughter to see if i can have my 2 little grandaughter's to come and stay the night (aged 2 and 3) as they also make me smile and feel happy. Think i must be more stressed then i thought. I would also just like to say THANKYOU to all the people that have supported me over the past year and i hope to return the favour to everyone else.xxx