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Well almost another day done. Just had a shake. I'm going to have some chicken & veggies in a bit. Hopefully I won't have an upset tummy later on.

I'm extremely exhasuted today - possibly attributed to the drastic reduction in my food consumption.

I sent a text to my Patient Care Co-ordinator regarding my need to get MRSA swabs done, she promptly text me back (didn't expect it as it was Bank Holiday evening when I remembered about the MRSA stuff) and then rang me this morning to get it organised.

I couldn't sleep until 4am-ish this morning and then awoke at 6:30am. I had to go to hospital to get some bloods taken (not for the op) and as per usual they were unable to get any blood from my arm, I told him about my impending op and he reassured me he'd only go for the hand if they absolutely needed to as they didn't want to ruin my veins for Saturday. Well it would seem they needed to and he tourniquet my right wrist good and proper and up popped a vein in my hand and he stuck it in. It's been a long while (21 years) since I had a needle in my hand so I wasn't keen but when he kept poking my arm for blood I conceded and shoved my hand in his face. I figured I needed a dry run for Saturday afternoon. As I watched the needle penetrate my skin I was struck by how it wasn't as painful as anticipated (due to him telling me it's more painful than having my arm jabbed because of the presence of more nerve endings) not nearly as painful as the hydrocortisone injection I had on the top of my foot 3 years ago - that was painful!!!!

Anyway the needle situation certainly eased me a bit about Saturday. At the hospital I was told they'd either put a needle in my hand or just above my wrist somewhere. I hope they use my hand, especially because my veins are very fine. Again, I'm hoping on Saturday the anaesthetist will jab my other hand cos my right one is sore. :)

Also mean to mention that I told the nurse (initial nurse was female, but she couldn't get a vein for my blood!) today that I was having a band and she said - oh my cousin had that done and he's doing really well - it's funny how many people know some who's had it done! My brother and sister both know people who had it done also!

So after that hospital appointment, I hopped in the car and drove to see the Surgicare nurse who did my swabs - well I did my own swabs, but I had a little chat with her, she's ever so nice. Spoke with her about my bloods while I stuck extra long cotton buds up my nose and in my groin - she helped allay my fears also and mentioned that she is hoping to change the fill regime from one per month to two per month (i.e. every two weeks) so they can get the banders loosing quicker. I'm not sure thats the best approach ... I think may be 1 per 3 weeks would be better given that for 5 days after a bandfill you can't really eat properly. I'm not holding out for it to happen, I'm happy with the 1 per month regimen.

My nipples are much less sore today; I started my TOTM at 12:10pm this afternoon. I'm sure I asked Mr. Khan about this and he said I could wear panties into theatre and that I shouldn't worry because it's only about 1/2hours worth of op ... but I am still concerned; I mean I'll be heavy (TOTM-wise) by then and although the op is only 1/2 lets presume I'm in theatre for 45 mintues and then sleeping off the anaesthetic for another 2 hours thats a long time to go without checking yourself if you know what I mean? Did anyone bypass or band go to theatre during the TOTM? How was it? Any tips or advice would be very appreciated!

Anyway I'm so knackered. I'm off to have a cup of tea.

xxxx
 
Good luck for your op wishing you a speedy recovery. There have definately been people going to theatre with totm I am sure they will help you.
 
I think a good porn chop is just the ticket for these last few days.

Now me dear its time to just chill on down. The op is not too bad at all and he'll do the job regardless I'm sure. Weight loss is really not the issue its the loss of the gylogen store from the liver which will have started give what you've eaten. Mr Khan is a very skilful chap by the osund of it and he'll be used to working round obstacles I'm sure.

I'll be holding you to the not moaning when you haven't lost 3 stones in the first week. But you can be sure we all did it to some extent. Not sure that bander get the immediate weight loss effect as I think it involves time waiting for the band to get a fill - you'll know more than me as I never considered a band so know nothing about it at all.


Whatever CC this is a new beginning for you. being fat can make you feel worthless we will all need to get behind you and help you rebuild that confidence as you deserve to and to move forward.

Best of luck if you're not about before the day but if you are see you then

M

Hiya,

Could you advise me where to find some porn chops so I can indulge later? :D

Thanks for the lovely message. I think it was Mr. Sigursson who said he would operate anyway, but Mr. Khan was pretty confident and didn't overly stress the pre-op either.

I am concentrating on getting the glycogen down as I know that is what shrinks the liver so staying away from the bad carbs although I've just done some roast garlic and herb potatoes with their skins on and they look delicious. I'm staying strong though.

You are quite correct the (band associated) weight loss doesn't start until the first fill (mine is in June, my initial fill was 26th of May, but I am in Cuba then) so I know I will gain whatever I lost and I'd be stupid to think I'll drop 3 stones post op. I may drop a few more pounds in the puree/liquids post op stage, but I know that will be gained when I start eating again as the pre/post op diets are drastic as they are a tool for a specific purpose not part of the long-term weight-loss regime. So if you do hear me whinge about my lack of weight-loss or weight gain before my first fill - slap me - as I should know better!

Right off to put the kettle on!
 
oh no the dots back :( .. i know thats not good ,and your "let me lose myself "..way .. cc i think the last few days before doing wls is always going to be a hard one ,for some of us its not what we had wanted to do , but due to failing for so many years on other diets we have come to this ,im not that happy to to the wls route but what option do we have cc? .
I think we deserve to spend some of our life without this weight problem looming over us , im 1 million per cent sure your doing the right thing as i know what you have been through (all of it) ! i dont think theres a line you have wrote that ive not read and my heart goes out to you .
cc you have so much going for you ,lets get this weight of you and start enjoying life eh?..just 3 more days

thinking of you xx
 
Regarding the t.o.t.m. issue please please dont even stress about that tiny matter you could have a word with someone that you would like them to change you ,or even put a pad there ...or to put a note in yr file if your still not alert afterr such and such a time you would like to be changed ..im very very sure they deal with this on a day to day basis .
 
hey cc how you holding out there? not long now :O im so jelouse lol..im here if you feel like a chat about porn chops !!..
 
XlosingitX
You've been such a wonderful source of support. Thank you. I hope I can offer you the same in return WHEN your turn comes. :hug99:

I'm just trying to stay calm. Had a bit of a meltdown in bed last night; I thought yesterday was Wednesday and today Thursday and so I think I got very nervous. I STILL keep thinking today is Thursday so it feels like my op is day after tomorrow lol. Stress!!!

Not helped by my anti-d's working their way out of my system. My doc says it'll take a few months for them to work out of my system even though I've been taking them for less than 6 months.


Anyway I'm off to Tesco in a bit to buy some essentials, then I'm packing my bag for Saturday. I've already bought mouthwas, mouth spray freshner stuff, magazines. Need a few more things like a new Nintendo DS game and a non-wired bra (my tits are like watermelons and my current wired bras don't fit) then thats that me thinks.

Tell me more about porn chops :)
 
Morning cc..how did you sleep last night ?

Not long now hun ,how long do you reckon you will be in hospital ? I want to know when to expect an update from you , i think the band is 1 /2 days?

Try not to stress to much i dont know have you been put to sleep before but from when you start counting backwards its like 30 seconds have passed then you wake up .

if i dont catch up with you before tommorow stay cheerfull ok. 99% of what we worry about in life never happens and that is a fact .you WILL BE FINE .


take care of you hunny xx
 
Hiya,

I slept better last night. No pain or nausea.

I'm ok, just feeling hungry a bit at the moment.

Yeah I've been put to sleep before. I need to stop stressing. I haven't been stressing much today or yesterday.

thanks for supporting me I really appreciate it.

xx
 
Popped over from the main forum as remembered reading you were having op in April, just wanted to wish you well and a speedy recovery.
 
Popped over from the main forum as remembered reading you were having op in April, just wanted to wish you well and a speedy recovery.

Really? Wow, I really don't remember mentioning it, but knowing me I have somewhere :eek:. The things people remember! :eek:

Thank you Minime. :hug99:
 
Hi Cah ching

I just want to say good luck for your operation.:wavey:

Good Luck with your op, and speedy recovery x


I must admit, a few days ago I was feeling totally uncared about by friends and I have been (and still do feel) very annoyed and depressed about it. However the best wishes I have received, have bolstered me a great deal, because they've all been from the most unexpected people :). :grouphugg:

Thanks so very much.
 
Hi CC , i probably won't be around tomorrow so just wanted to wish you good luck and hope you have a speedy recovery. x
 
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