purplefluffything
New Member
Hi everyone, just an update, I'm waiting on a phone call from Lorna (Whittington) to get appointment with Mr Sufi as so we can arrange the next steps to surgery, I believe pre op test etc.
My worries are that I won't be strong enough as iv just come back out of hospital again due to problems with my morphine pump.
I was gravely unwell & now slowly slowly recovering.
My mind is in turmoil worrying about my health right now: I Have got to go back into hospital in two weeks to have major surgery to first remove then replace this worn old pump, I will be in hospital best part of a
week providing all goes straight forward, then home to recover again.
I'm so worried that my wls surgery will have to be put off till the new yr. In a way I think this will be better for me as I feel I don't
have any energy.
I'm just so mixed up so depressed at being ill in hospital yet again.
I know due to the complications I have with my health Mr sufi needs extra staff for my surgery which is comforting to know I'm being very well looked after.
I just feel shattered mentally & body.
I want to get into the right mind for wls how I was feeling before this last hospital admission, I want to feel excited again but now I'm feeling scared & do not want to be sick & ill again , all my veins collapsed & blocked, I had to have a main line in the neck it was the only way to get any iv's or fluids into me! I'm sorry just repeating myself. Just want to feel more positive about this wls again..
I'm scared of being ill, I need to get this pump surgery done & see what happens..
Thank you for listening xxx
My worries are that I won't be strong enough as iv just come back out of hospital again due to problems with my morphine pump.
I was gravely unwell & now slowly slowly recovering.
My mind is in turmoil worrying about my health right now: I Have got to go back into hospital in two weeks to have major surgery to first remove then replace this worn old pump, I will be in hospital best part of a
week providing all goes straight forward, then home to recover again.
I'm so worried that my wls surgery will have to be put off till the new yr. In a way I think this will be better for me as I feel I don't
have any energy.
I'm just so mixed up so depressed at being ill in hospital yet again.
I know due to the complications I have with my health Mr sufi needs extra staff for my surgery which is comforting to know I'm being very well looked after.
I just feel shattered mentally & body.
I want to get into the right mind for wls how I was feeling before this last hospital admission, I want to feel excited again but now I'm feeling scared & do not want to be sick & ill again , all my veins collapsed & blocked, I had to have a main line in the neck it was the only way to get any iv's or fluids into me! I'm sorry just repeating myself. Just want to feel more positive about this wls again..
I'm scared of being ill, I need to get this pump surgery done & see what happens..
Thank you for listening xxx