Yo Paul... good luck.
I also have this feeling, 5 days to go to my op (Full Bypass) I guess all feel the same, hope i wake back up off the table..lol
But i read this on the forums...
How many OAP do you see that is obese? I have seen none, so the OP is the way to go. Also, think of those times you felt a bit funny when going into areas/situations when you felt fat and self conscious about your weight, and how that will change. Lastly, you will be around longer to spend with love ones!
Hopefully we will be posting on this forum post-op.
Mech