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Hi All,
I have now convinced myself something bad is going to happen when I have my op. I have kept this to myself until Sunday when I told my husband.
Evey procedure bar 1 has gone wrong for me,
Within the last ten years.....
I have my tonsills out and within a week develop a blood clot in my throat
I have an op on my womb which caused excessive bleeding which meant I had to go back for another procedure
I couldn't get pregnant so I had fertility treatment. I then get pregnant and put on so much weight in a short time I developed gall stones
I have my gall bladder out and I have retained stones
I have an ercp to remove stones and I end up in high dependency with acute pancreatitis
Because of acute pancreatitis my pancreas stops working and I end up virtually blind over a 4 week period as my blood sugars were extremely high, from that I am now type 1 insulin dependent diabetic for life!
After I told my husband about my fears I logged on here and read the thread about the poor poor lady who died post op as a result of a blood clot. U may think I'm silly but I thought "that's a sign" it's all gonna go wrong.
I am now not only fat ugly and useless as a mum and wife (because of my size) but I'm petrified of the one thing that may free me. :0(
Any words of advice or has anyone else felt like me?
I'm 36, 19.7 stone bmi of 40, non smoker, binge eater, mobile but defo not sporty (walking fast tires me) I have type 1 diabetes. Am I a big risk?????
Xxxxx
I have now convinced myself something bad is going to happen when I have my op. I have kept this to myself until Sunday when I told my husband.
Evey procedure bar 1 has gone wrong for me,
Within the last ten years.....
I have my tonsills out and within a week develop a blood clot in my throat
I have an op on my womb which caused excessive bleeding which meant I had to go back for another procedure
I couldn't get pregnant so I had fertility treatment. I then get pregnant and put on so much weight in a short time I developed gall stones
I have my gall bladder out and I have retained stones
I have an ercp to remove stones and I end up in high dependency with acute pancreatitis
Because of acute pancreatitis my pancreas stops working and I end up virtually blind over a 4 week period as my blood sugars were extremely high, from that I am now type 1 insulin dependent diabetic for life!
After I told my husband about my fears I logged on here and read the thread about the poor poor lady who died post op as a result of a blood clot. U may think I'm silly but I thought "that's a sign" it's all gonna go wrong.
I am now not only fat ugly and useless as a mum and wife (because of my size) but I'm petrified of the one thing that may free me. :0(
Any words of advice or has anyone else felt like me?
I'm 36, 19.7 stone bmi of 40, non smoker, binge eater, mobile but defo not sporty (walking fast tires me) I have type 1 diabetes. Am I a big risk?????
Xxxxx