OMG why did I ever start this WLS journey?
I have just read the changes to Walsall Manor's system and the PCT changes by Tranquil and basically my dreams are in tatters. I am heart broken I cant stop crying.
Even though my BMI is almost 52 and despite the problem with my leg and trying every diet and tablet going for 30 years I no longer meet the PCT guidlines and wont get funding. I need a co-morbility or diabetes to qualify.
I am really distressed and wish I had never started this journey. The whole bloody system at Walsall is a joke. If they can't cope then other hospitals need to take on this surgery and get more trained!!!!!
I wake in the night and its the first thing I think of and it has dominated my life for the last year really. Not stress, just the sheer excitment that one day I may be a normal size and feel normal. I regret so much not being brave enough to ask for this op years ago as I have wasted so many years being dominated by my weight and everything negative that comes with it.
God knows where I go from here, its all too much. Sometimes it better not to be in the know, I can't tell you how upset I am and I feel selfish.
Lin xx:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
Lin
I have just read the changes to Walsall Manor's system and the PCT changes by Tranquil and basically my dreams are in tatters. I am heart broken I cant stop crying.
Even though my BMI is almost 52 and despite the problem with my leg and trying every diet and tablet going for 30 years I no longer meet the PCT guidlines and wont get funding. I need a co-morbility or diabetes to qualify.
I am really distressed and wish I had never started this journey. The whole bloody system at Walsall is a joke. If they can't cope then other hospitals need to take on this surgery and get more trained!!!!!
I wake in the night and its the first thing I think of and it has dominated my life for the last year really. Not stress, just the sheer excitment that one day I may be a normal size and feel normal. I regret so much not being brave enough to ask for this op years ago as I have wasted so many years being dominated by my weight and everything negative that comes with it.
God knows where I go from here, its all too much. Sometimes it better not to be in the know, I can't tell you how upset I am and I feel selfish.
Lin xx:cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:
Lin