It's normal to feel a bit emotional so soon after surgery, your body has been through a major trauma, you have been stabbed in the tummy multiple times as well as everything else that's been done. You will also obviously feel tired, anaesthetic still in your system, major surgery, lack of calories and still having to lug the same amount of weight around! It does get better I promise you, from week 4 I felt great. Also warm drinks do seem easier to drink, I was drinking bovril for the first couple of weeks, Just don't be in a hurry to do anything. Better not to take to your bed for long periods either though, you don't want to get a blood clot. You will feel a bit better in a couple of days xx