Well.... tomorrow morning I'm travelling to London to have my bypass done at the Chelsea and Westminster hospital.
Can honestly say I am bricking it! Feel like I'm ready to bust into tears at any point, the hardest was putting my children to bed tonight knowing I will not see the for 4 days.... then my 9 yr old ask "mum what if you die??"
Bugger me that took me for six, but what I need to keep remember is the reason I'm doing this... to be 30 yrs old and being able to run around with them, knock all the tablets on the head, hopefully the PCOS will ease off too and live my life!
So its chin up, keep on and look forward to the future.
Can honestly say I am bricking it! Feel like I'm ready to bust into tears at any point, the hardest was putting my children to bed tonight knowing I will not see the for 4 days.... then my 9 yr old ask "mum what if you die??"
Bugger me that took me for six, but what I need to keep remember is the reason I'm doing this... to be 30 yrs old and being able to run around with them, knock all the tablets on the head, hopefully the PCOS will ease off too and live my life!
So its chin up, keep on and look forward to the future.