What can i say or how do i start this diary, hmmmn. I have now been on the pre op diet for almost 2 weeks and in that time i have dropped about 1.5stone which to be honest is not too bad, My operation will be taking place on the 17th August and part of me knows that I need this op and part of me wonders still if i will lose the weight and then what will i be able to eat when this operation is done. So many questions, i tell you it can be quite daunting at times wondering how you will be when all is done.
The last 2 weeks have been a nightmare and having a 3 year old son who just loves to sit next to you eating the burger he hs just been given really doesnt help much at all, to be honest his birthday is in 1 month and if he is lucky he might make it. I have slipped over the last 2 weeks if i am going to be really honest with myself, the odd raw mushroom here, the odd slice of ham out of the packet. However the drinks for me have been the hardest as i love coffee and sugar. Yep that is the one thing that has killed me not being able to have sugar in coffee, god how sad am I.
Before i go my one fear is that I have messed up and that my Liver has not shrunk enough for the op, I guess I will find out on Monday. fingers crossed.....
The last 2 weeks have been a nightmare and having a 3 year old son who just loves to sit next to you eating the burger he hs just been given really doesnt help much at all, to be honest his birthday is in 1 month and if he is lucky he might make it. I have slipped over the last 2 weeks if i am going to be really honest with myself, the odd raw mushroom here, the odd slice of ham out of the packet. However the drinks for me have been the hardest as i love coffee and sugar. Yep that is the one thing that has killed me not being able to have sugar in coffee, god how sad am I.
Before i go my one fear is that I have messed up and that my Liver has not shrunk enough for the op, I guess I will find out on Monday. fingers crossed.....
