I am sat here in utter desperation this balloon lark is not going well at all.
I now feel no differently to before I had it done. Six weeks out and got my one month appointment with the dietician which will actually be 8 weeks out!!
Have contacted the hospital as it says in their leaflet that if your appetite returns to contact them. Done this, but the Drop in Clinics are full this week. So much for drop in then!!
Am feeling really desperate I thought that this was going aid my weight loss but its not doing anything. I can eat the same as I did before and am feeling hungry all the time!!! The hunger is to the point that I have pains in my stomach and growling noises!!
I feel that this is a waste of time and why did I agree to go down this route prior to surgery. I might as well have agreed to just lose more weight!!! And as for meeting their target of 5-6 stone that's not going to be any where near!!
I feel abandoned by everyone and just desperate now as the weight I know will creep back up.
So where do I go, just have to put less in my mouth and control my diet but as we all know this is not as easy as it sounds. The reason I am going for surgery in the first place is because for 30 years I have been unable to do this!!!
Apologies for my rant but I am in a rather desperate state at the moment and didnt know where else to turn!!
thanks for reading.