It's amazing how the body changes so quickly, yet takes your mind longer isn't it??!! I don't know what I expected, but I thought I'd be COMPLETELY different....well I'm not!! Still think I'm the fattest in the room, still think people are looking at me when I eat and judging me, still expect to be the slowest and least liked....so I'm giving myself lots of slaps, telling myself to "get over yourself" and screaming "YOU CAN!!" inside my head regularly. Is anyone else finding this??
The mirror is also an interesting concept.....I'm actually looking at myself now!! Not so much my face, but my body. Those 3 ways in changing rooms are genius....who knew I actually had a shoulder blade? The saggy skin seems to be changing by the month....sometimes I see a bag of cottage cheese hanging from somewhere and feel physically sick....the next time I look it's dissapeared and is hanging somewhere else!! Haha! Very weird, but a small price to pay....
How did everyone do over Christmas? I had a dumping episode on Christmas evening....I thought it was s great idea to have done Christmas pudding with brandy sauce.....5 mins later I was sweating, out of breath, puking....slept for an hour and was then fine. Silly I know....but kinda reassuring that my pouch is still in charge as its been letting me get away with murder of the sugary kind for months!!!!
Much love to you all. CEECIE is sending New Year best wishes to you all. May you all be blessed with good health and LOVE in 2016 XXX
Thank you, I do feel pretty good xSo glad I'm not the only one Butterfly!! You look blooming fantastic!! Any changes for 2016 Hun? Xxx