mintball
New Member
Aw bless you, there's nothing worse, I even lied cos my daughter knew i was having the op and started acting really weird so i told her i cancelled it and was going for a massage instead!!!
I even picked my funeral song (Leona Lewis - Run) and the day after it came on the radio and my 5 year old Maisie said, Mummy I hate that song, turn it off!!! She's never said she hated a song before - I convinced myself it was a sign!!!!!!!!!!!
I think i've said before that whatever weird and wonderful feelings you may have, its normal - you'd be a freak if you didn't have these wobbles - in the long run ur doing this to benefit ur kids and make sure their mummy is around for the long term.
Sleep well hon and good luck x x x
I even picked my funeral song (Leona Lewis - Run) and the day after it came on the radio and my 5 year old Maisie said, Mummy I hate that song, turn it off!!! She's never said she hated a song before - I convinced myself it was a sign!!!!!!!!!!!
I think i've said before that whatever weird and wonderful feelings you may have, its normal - you'd be a freak if you didn't have these wobbles - in the long run ur doing this to benefit ur kids and make sure their mummy is around for the long term.
Sleep well hon and good luck x x x
