Fuffs
Shrinking Big Brummie
I have wanted this for so long. I have been calm, not scared, excited.... Until now!
I had my hair done today, as a therapy. I have to wrap my hair at night time in a special head scarf.
I can't find it!!!!! Grrrrrr!
It has unleashed all the feelings I thought weren't there!
I have cried, shouted, kicked my hospital bag, had a panic attack, shouted at my partner, growled I am not having my op. everything.
A complete meltdown
Really wanted to keep my calmness. Feel stupid now