kirstyjade
Member
I keep telling myself this all the time, why can everybody else control what goes into their mouths but i cant? All i have to do it not eat loads of "bad" food and shrink my portions and then i can do it without risking my life with surgery!! I start off with all the best intentions but i soon cave in, iv had thousands of 1st days (and thats no exageration) and i always give up oh i'll just start tomorrow whats another day today being one of "them" days so surgery seems to be my only option but im scared im not going to make it through surgery because im so massive but its now my only chance
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