Im abit of a emotional car crash haha
i cry at EVERYTHING eastenders that john lewis advert where the years fly by... sniff.... lol..... and im thinking (quite far ahead) on the day of surgery i just know ill cry... i dont know why as it s the best thing that would happen to me.. but i just know i will... do you think the surgeons will think, oooo is she changing her mind or just think its the nerves and will crack on with things..... im sure they ve seen it a million times but im just wondering on other peoples experiances xx