ahhh 3 days now ....... 3 more sleeps with this old stomach of mine..
wish it was all over with i have never had anop since i was around 14.
hate thinking about the going under bit and waking up bit i hate not being in control..
and weird nightmares im having ..
one was..i was took down and laying on table they offered me anasetic and gas. i was told there was only so much anasetic they had so i might not be fully out of it.. or i can have gas but if i have too much i will die !!! ...
2nd one i have had... they had me on the table and i was waiting ages to be knocked out they where messing about with drips and tubes in my mouth and nose.. and then come to knocking me out they had a needle with anasetic in it and they where putting it here there and everywhere till it ran out.. but i was awake still but had tubes in mouth and suff i was not able to talk. and then i heard right lets get on with his hip transplant !!!!!! and i couldent say anything......