I just wanted to let everyone know i fink my head is working after a 12 week struggle since op.
I cant explain it since my last fill i AM (positive thoughts lol) in control..... i have never felt like this, im so excited at the thought of being slim after failing sooooo many times even with a balloon.
Its weird i havnt pushed to see what restriction is i just seem to be doing it taking me 10, 15 mins eat a bowl bran flakes, its ace!!!!!
Just to explain my struggle i have a 10ml band 4ml in at surgery no restriction, next fill 6ml no difference still eating like a pig, next fill 7.2ml ooooh so thats what getting stuck means but still eating big portions very disheartened at this point back in that vicious circle feel crap eat, eat feel crap lost no weight since surgery at 12 week point. last fill 8ml(fri) and i dunno what it is i just dont want the food in the way i did( self destruction) im getting nothing stuck cos i feel im in tune with my band............. I just wanted to tell the world i can very nearly believe this cud be it:love047:
I cant explain it since my last fill i AM (positive thoughts lol) in control..... i have never felt like this, im so excited at the thought of being slim after failing sooooo many times even with a balloon.
Its weird i havnt pushed to see what restriction is i just seem to be doing it taking me 10, 15 mins eat a bowl bran flakes, its ace!!!!!
Just to explain my struggle i have a 10ml band 4ml in at surgery no restriction, next fill 6ml no difference still eating like a pig, next fill 7.2ml ooooh so thats what getting stuck means but still eating big portions very disheartened at this point back in that vicious circle feel crap eat, eat feel crap lost no weight since surgery at 12 week point. last fill 8ml(fri) and i dunno what it is i just dont want the food in the way i did( self destruction) im getting nothing stuck cos i feel im in tune with my band............. I just wanted to tell the world i can very nearly believe this cud be it:love047: