emma-louise
my new life!!
I'm 5.1 in height my start weight before gastric bypass was 19.3.
In september I'm 2 years post op and I weigh 11.3 now.
My clothes are 12 jeans and 10/12 top,I look in the mirror and feel pretty slim!
But yesterday this man..(a thirty year old tool)
Came racing towards me and my children in his car when we was crossing the road,I though he was going to knock us down!
So I shouted at him through his window screen.
He came back at me calling me a fat cow,I told him to f***ing shut up and walked away.
I thought nothing of it until the evening,when I found myself asking my hubby if I was still fat?
He said no,and asked why I was asking.
I told him what this idiot said and I thought 'end of'.
But if I'm honest it's bothered me a little,I'm wondering do I look big still.
I havent lost anything in weight for months now,so I'm thinking I'm in maintain mode.
I did want to get to 10 stone(my own goal)as I'm only 5.1,I have some jelly skin..on my thighs ,belly and bottom,but ive been lucky with loose skin so ideally this jelly may not allow me to get much lower in weight.
I think I need to be reminded and put into perspective how well I've done and what can still be achieved.
Info like...ideal weight for height..
Percentage of excess weight lost..(forgot what I was told).
I would ask at my hospital,but haven't had an appointment for a while(as they have cancelled them,as struggling to do clinics for some reason)..
Sorry for wittering on! I'm just a bit bothered today,I'll be ok tommorow!
In september I'm 2 years post op and I weigh 11.3 now.
My clothes are 12 jeans and 10/12 top,I look in the mirror and feel pretty slim!
But yesterday this man..(a thirty year old tool)
Came racing towards me and my children in his car when we was crossing the road,I though he was going to knock us down!
So I shouted at him through his window screen.
He came back at me calling me a fat cow,I told him to f***ing shut up and walked away.
I thought nothing of it until the evening,when I found myself asking my hubby if I was still fat?
He said no,and asked why I was asking.
I told him what this idiot said and I thought 'end of'.
But if I'm honest it's bothered me a little,I'm wondering do I look big still.
I havent lost anything in weight for months now,so I'm thinking I'm in maintain mode.
I did want to get to 10 stone(my own goal)as I'm only 5.1,I have some jelly skin..on my thighs ,belly and bottom,but ive been lucky with loose skin so ideally this jelly may not allow me to get much lower in weight.
I think I need to be reminded and put into perspective how well I've done and what can still be achieved.
Info like...ideal weight for height..
Percentage of excess weight lost..(forgot what I was told).
I would ask at my hospital,but haven't had an appointment for a while(as they have cancelled them,as struggling to do clinics for some reason)..
Sorry for wittering on! I'm just a bit bothered today,I'll be ok tommorow!