emma-louise
my new life!!
Last time I posted I had mentioned waiting for surgery date for investigations into ongoing stomach problems..well got the phone call and I'm in at the start of June.
My food intake is terrible,really struggling with eating solids so I've been eating crisps...naughty I know.
But...in my defence soon as I try eating solids I'm getting full too quick,feel sick and then I'm sick.
It's a wonder I'm not thin as a rake but I'm not...I've gained a stone.
I'm really mad with myself,as like many of you starting your journeys you tell yourself your not going back to your bad ways,but it's so easy done.
It's a constant battle with food and even though I can't eat solids I shouldn't be letting my crisp habit sneek back in.
I need to nip it in the bud before I get bigger...being almost 5 yrs out now I've maintained at size 12/14 quite well.
My doctors know I've gained weight and haven't really made any issue of it...but I'm embarrassed.
It's sooo hard....we go to the extremes of having these surgeries and then let old habits kick in again.
My 14 trousers are feeling tight and I don't like it.. :-(
I did have a little blip a while back where I gained 10lbs and lost it again..so I hope I can do it again.
Maybe not being on this forum as much as not helped either...in some way it helps to keep you on the straight and narrow.
But I've got a new job in education so things have really changed for me...so haven't had much time to pop on here.
Anyway fingers crossed my hospital date will sort my issues out and I can eat better.
And lastly use your honeymoon period wisely...as once it's over the hard graft begins...
My food intake is terrible,really struggling with eating solids so I've been eating crisps...naughty I know.
But...in my defence soon as I try eating solids I'm getting full too quick,feel sick and then I'm sick.
It's a wonder I'm not thin as a rake but I'm not...I've gained a stone.
I'm really mad with myself,as like many of you starting your journeys you tell yourself your not going back to your bad ways,but it's so easy done.
It's a constant battle with food and even though I can't eat solids I shouldn't be letting my crisp habit sneek back in.
I need to nip it in the bud before I get bigger...being almost 5 yrs out now I've maintained at size 12/14 quite well.
My doctors know I've gained weight and haven't really made any issue of it...but I'm embarrassed.
It's sooo hard....we go to the extremes of having these surgeries and then let old habits kick in again.
My 14 trousers are feeling tight and I don't like it.. :-(
I did have a little blip a while back where I gained 10lbs and lost it again..so I hope I can do it again.
Maybe not being on this forum as much as not helped either...in some way it helps to keep you on the straight and narrow.
But I've got a new job in education so things have really changed for me...so haven't had much time to pop on here.
Anyway fingers crossed my hospital date will sort my issues out and I can eat better.
And lastly use your honeymoon period wisely...as once it's over the hard graft begins...
