charliegirl
New Member
Sorry but I feel fit to burst and dont think I can get the words out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH (that feels better). My ex boyfriend who I have remained friends with for the last 18 years has just phoned. Now this in itself is a minor miracle because he does not like to spend money on things like phone calls. He wanted to know how I was getting on with my quest for funding and I told him the great news that the clinicians had approved it and I was now 99.9% of the way there. AND he said well they could still say no so there is no guarantee!!!!!!!!!!!. I went on to say it would be done in a private hospital....."if your lucky" he said. Told him my son had bought a new car today, "tell him they are the easiest cars in the world to break into".............what the heck is this all about!!!!!!!! I ended the call saying if he did not hear from me it was because funding was refused and I would be hanging from a lampost somewhere (jokingly) he replied or you have died on the table!!, This guy was the first bloke I ever fell in love with, we broke up and drifted back time and time again, I left the area and we still remained friends even when I was living with someone else, when that broke up we drifted back together again but when my weight piled on he did not like it. I was a skinny 8st 10lb when dating him now I am 17 stone. I sat and thought what a complete and utter t**t this bloke is. When I am all glam and slim I will stick two fingers up at him and walk well and truely into the sunset.....thanks for reading I feel much better now and can go chill.....xxx
