sometimes those kind of tears are the ones that come from deep within us, we have no control over them do we, but when ive had them, ive always felt better for the weeping after, i dont know about you, but its as though all the emotions, and things that we've been holding out for are finding a release, if you know what i mean, im not explaining it very well really. but what im trying to say is, this is a new start now, and youve let all the negative things go. good luck huni, we are all gonna be thinking about you. hugs x