Fizzpot
New Member
right then, I havent posted on here for a couple of weeks mostly because im too embarrased and dont feel like I deserve anybodies support.
since my surgery the first week was great - I started to lose weight - second week was ok , went onto soft foods - seemed to maintain the little weight I had lost.
week three and week four back to my old habbits - picking and eating the wrong foods. Ate some food - got full, then within an hour i was hungry again so picked - that continued, ive been out for lots of meals because of family birthdays and i try to make good food choices when im out but then i just pick afterwards.I dont get any pain when I feel full - not once have I had anything stuck as a warning to make sure I dont make the same mistake twice. I havent had my first fill yet thats due next week - I know my band is working and doing its job as i do get fuller quicker - but that full feeling goes too quick. i think because im so wrapped up with thinking its not going to work for me im sabotauging myself. im really scared that when i go for my fill the nurse is going to tell me off big time. I just feel helpless. Sorry to be a bore.
since my surgery the first week was great - I started to lose weight - second week was ok , went onto soft foods - seemed to maintain the little weight I had lost.
week three and week four back to my old habbits - picking and eating the wrong foods. Ate some food - got full, then within an hour i was hungry again so picked - that continued, ive been out for lots of meals because of family birthdays and i try to make good food choices when im out but then i just pick afterwards.I dont get any pain when I feel full - not once have I had anything stuck as a warning to make sure I dont make the same mistake twice. I havent had my first fill yet thats due next week - I know my band is working and doing its job as i do get fuller quicker - but that full feeling goes too quick. i think because im so wrapped up with thinking its not going to work for me im sabotauging myself. im really scared that when i go for my fill the nurse is going to tell me off big time. I just feel helpless. Sorry to be a bore.