tpt
Uber geek
OK - so I deal in fact not emotion and am not taken to emotional drama. Been under the knife loads, not phased in the slightest....
..only I appear to be having a bit of a wibble. I am losing weight - am now on milk til the Op on Tues, the weight is dropping off - so in the back of my mind I am questioning ' do I really need this...it's a lot of money which could pay for a new Harley?'..talked to hubby who reminded me of the 3 stone I lost last year and the 4 I put back on, and tells me how he sits watching me self-destruct but ramming comfort food down my throat. Oh and the 2 stone I lost the year before that and the 3 I put back on. And the days it takes me 40 minutes to get out of bed because my hips are so bad and exacerbated by carrying all this extra weight.
I drove down South yesterday to see family and they were discussing Xmas - and while I won't be down there with them over Yule (I live up north) my aunt made a casual comment about her home made mince pies (my absolute favourite thing in the world) and I experienced a bit of what I can only describe as a 'wibble'..oh my god, never being able to eat a mince pie again? HORROR!!! Then it was never eating xmas dinner again......and off I went till I slapped myself hard and got on with something to take my mind off it. Silly cow - of course I can eat dinners - just a lot less of them!!
So - what say you? Did you get wibbles? I have to do this. I cannot afford to get any heavier - my arthritis is dictating what I can & can't do and I am not having it. My feet and ankles (broken both twice in previously) swell so bad it hurts to walk. And like I have mentioned before, I don't want to spend the 2nd half of my life in a viscous guilt cycle over food.
So - there are the facts - is it because I am getting older that I am getting 'soft' or is this entirely normal and you all went through a bit of a wibble too?
..only I appear to be having a bit of a wibble. I am losing weight - am now on milk til the Op on Tues, the weight is dropping off - so in the back of my mind I am questioning ' do I really need this...it's a lot of money which could pay for a new Harley?'..talked to hubby who reminded me of the 3 stone I lost last year and the 4 I put back on, and tells me how he sits watching me self-destruct but ramming comfort food down my throat. Oh and the 2 stone I lost the year before that and the 3 I put back on. And the days it takes me 40 minutes to get out of bed because my hips are so bad and exacerbated by carrying all this extra weight.
I drove down South yesterday to see family and they were discussing Xmas - and while I won't be down there with them over Yule (I live up north) my aunt made a casual comment about her home made mince pies (my absolute favourite thing in the world) and I experienced a bit of what I can only describe as a 'wibble'..oh my god, never being able to eat a mince pie again? HORROR!!! Then it was never eating xmas dinner again......and off I went till I slapped myself hard and got on with something to take my mind off it. Silly cow - of course I can eat dinners - just a lot less of them!!
So - what say you? Did you get wibbles? I have to do this. I cannot afford to get any heavier - my arthritis is dictating what I can & can't do and I am not having it. My feet and ankles (broken both twice in previously) swell so bad it hurts to walk. And like I have mentioned before, I don't want to spend the 2nd half of my life in a viscous guilt cycle over food.
So - there are the facts - is it because I am getting older that I am getting 'soft' or is this entirely normal and you all went through a bit of a wibble too?