charliegirl
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For those of you that did not know it has been my birthday week lol...as it was a big one I chose to celebrate over the course of a few days, arranging meals out with different friends on different nights or afternoons and I have thoroughly enjoyed it...today my friend and her grumpy husband took me out for a carvery....my friend has another friend who had a bypass in february of last year.....of course she feels miffed that two of her mates have had it and whilst she is slightly larger than I was at my biggest she states she could not be bothered to fight for the funding and every now and then a little bit of jealousy creeps through, today was one of those days....little digs were coming out aimed at me and she was forever calling me "old girl" (She is a few years younger than me)....the old me would have felt crushed by this but I said if she looked and felt as good as me when she turned 50 she will be doing well.....when I came home I decided to sort out my bedroom....I had bought some cupboards and wanted to go through my stuff....I dragged out one suitcase full of items that I could not pre surgery fit into, it was crammed in, as I do like to shop....I tried on the tops first and any that fitted were put in the wash basket....I was getting very hot at this stage....but then tried on the trousers and jeans....wow it was like going shopping without spending any money....I have lots of trousers and two more pairs of jeans that have hardly been worn some never and some only once....I sorted all my bras out as well and I have tons of stuff....I packed away anything that felt tight and will pull them out in a few weeks time....I also added anything that had got too big for me so my wardrobe is now looking very good.....I will eventually list them on ebay and wave them goodbye whether they are hardly worn or not they are going....with this new found confidence and my wish to now meet a nice young man (specially the young bit lol) I dont think I will have too much trouble do you? lol..xx