im baaaack.. ive brought friend.. her names annorexia!

[fatbutnot4long]

im back for an update. although mines not so good! it been 11 months since my op my eating is still an issue for me. im still think about food all the time althou i now do not eat it. 4 weeks ago the dietian in luton comfirmed im annorexia my doctor now will not refer me for my plastics and i hate everythin about my stupid self! i thought this op was going to change my life for the better, its just made me feel even more socially retarded! thats all from me im going for an update on you guys now. hope my friends are still here and doing well oh and shell if you see this i saw your story in take a break xx

 

[cherry]

o noooo sweets! this is what i read about, the mental changes you have to bring to the surgeons table to and that people can go on to get that obssesed with losing weight and how much fat/cals etc etc is in food they then go the way you have and become completly controlled by it........so whats the plan of action then sweets? i hope somethings been set up for you now to try and beat this demon.....i think this proves to any pig ignorant person that thinks obsesity is caused by lazy people its not!!! its a physcological problem that needs to be addressed as serious as any other addicton, clearly there are issues with food here full stop with you weather its eating it or not, i fear that i could to get obsessed with losing weight but i hope to not go down that route eeeek its very hard to get that balance hey lovey feels like you cant do right for doing wrong!

i really hope your back fighting fit soon and much needed help is being arranged for you good luck babe, and dont forget were all here for you xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[dottychic]

Aww you poor thing, that seems so cruel! I hope you are able to overcome it with help and get back to a healthy weight. Good luck hun XX

 

[J-Mo]

I'm really sorry to hear this! I hope you get help really soon, please keep us updated.

You're a stunning young lass with her whole future ahead of her, so please don't be so hard on yourself. Don't label yourself either!

Take care

 

[gaelic girl]

Aw Kirsty i'm sorry that things aren't going well for you and you dont feel like eating. Can i ask are you still losing weight? I hope you don't mind me asking but have they said you are anorexic because you don't eat as looking at your stats i would say you are a healthy weight and would hate to think anyone was making you feel worse. I really hope you get back in control hun cause you are a lovely girl x

 

[fatbutnot4long]

thanks ladies im ok. yh i am, period has also stoppd and my legs have huge bruises down then that i have no idea where they came from.i dont really eat at all 2th i havent for months. i am a healthy weight thou. they called me in as a result of my bloods, they asked me what i ate ona typical day and then they stopped me be i could lie anymore my bloods are so low they are worried. the think my problems are based on the fact i nearly died when i had my op ive had my gym membershp suspended because i faint alot.. my gp informed the dvla and im not alowed to drive and my hairs falling out! so ive the exact opposite to what i was! x

 

[thinkbethin]

Sorry to hear you are still having issues with food but I'm really glad you popped in to let us know how things are. Take care and let us know how you get on xxx

 

[sugga]

Sorry to here you are having problems which sound awful for you. People think that wls is the easy way out dont they, but how wrong they are.
I do worry so much about all the negative sides to wls, infact i get really depressed about it.
Nothing would stop me doing it though as i have to take the chance.
I hope you can get this all sorted and start living the lovely life you have hoped for.
Please keep us all updated and Good Luck for the future xxxx

 

[Andrea73]

I'm am so sorry that you are having these problems and really hope that you get the help and support you deserve to get this sorted. Best Wishes x

 

[yorkiegal]

So sorry to hear you're struggling with eating. Be very proud of yourself for how well you've done since your op though. Have you heard of an organisation called BEAT? They might be worth a google. They specialise in helping people with eating disorders and have lots of self help groups throughout the country.

 

[cherry]

ooo kirsty, whats the plan of action sweets?....x

 

[Katkit1]

I hope you can work through all these problems hun; you`re still young enough to have a great future, try to look to the positives of what you have achieved......I really hope you get the help you need sweetie.

Take care and be kind to yourself x

Love and hugs xx Kat x

 

[ladylite]

I hate to say this but I read your post yesterday and I was so gob smacked I didnt know what to say to you so didnt post.

You have been given some good advice and I think you should get all the help you can. Although you are going through this you do still sound quite positive hun.

Good luck and I hope you get yourself sorted and sorry I didnt write yesterday. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Bev]

Hello Kirsty,

Just want to say 'I'm thinking of you' and hoping that you are able to work through these issues and to reach a level of contentment... you are certainly looking truly amazing and it's a tribute to you... sending a loving hug and please keep us up to date with things... take care precious xxx

 

[BandyEmm]

Just wanted to give you a massive HUG xx

 

[Grace]

I'm so so very sorry this has happened to you. It goes to prove my theory that obesity is just the far end of a spectrum of eating disorders - anorexia being at the other end.

It can be beaten. I have several friends who have or have had anorexia - and some of them have beaten it. I wish you well and hope you get all the help and support you need. Charis xxxx

 

[fatbutnot4long]

thank you everyone. I know it sounds silly but I've kind of accepted this as the better option. if i had the choice of being morbidly obese or anorexic, if choose this everytime. people are more accepting of me like this! i know its not healthy & my mum cant understand how i have gone from one extreme to the other. the clinc explained to me is kind of based on how out tickers work. obeseity is one end of the scale and annorexia is the other. they say the distance between the two isnt that far & explain that by looking at it this way we see the 2 disorders do meet in the middle, this is where our behaviours,weight and attitude to food are 'normal'. This has made me understand things in my mind abit better & i dont feel such a freak. they also told me & my mum to use the BEAT website but i havent yet. ive got another appoitment on the 12th but they think it will take time. i am in a place where im able to admit ive got a problem but im not quite sure if im ready to face sorting it out yet. i know i need to but i dont feel ready yet. xx

 

[phatmomma]

Oh Kirsty i'm so very sorry to hear this! Please try and get all the help available to you including a counsellor to talk things through. As others have said you are a beautiful young girl with a whole life to live, without your friend Anorexia putting a blight on it and spoiling things for you...

Good luck my darling xx

 

[Dell]

The first step is definitely admitting to yourself you have a problem and the next is admitting to others You have done amazingly well with your weight loss and I can see how easy it would be to go the other way....

Good luck getting somewhere with this xxx

 

[Karen19745]

Hope you get the strength to fight this and get back to full health, you have done so well, don't forget to praise yourself for how well you have done, Karen