The waiting is the hardest and we become obsessed with checking the post and answer phones and voicemail. We are all the same I was this time last year, couldn't plan a holiday or anything just in case, really gets you down but boy when thta call comes its like a slap in the face not nasty but shocks you to the core, then the giddiness sets in. Faer and nerves combined together are a strange concoction, i went round giggling to myself and saying yessss and clutching my fists, my hubby was at work so couldnt tell hime till later was excited from then on in til got to the theater only then before i went under did i think oh well no turning back little panic then i was waking up. Soon come round hopefully be August for ya xx If it is be next month you here. xx