:devilangel:Well TODAY is the day of Surgery. I am fighting the devil and angel in me. And I can't sleep in 7 hours I will be at the hospital. I am excited in a way and sad in another. Does that make sense? This is something I have been working for seven months now, I have changed some of my eating habits and joined a gym. I have worked up to thirty mins. On the treadmill. At 2mph. That is as fast as I can go cause my heart rate increases so. Is that normal? I will keep you all posted. But I am so nervous about it, I read and read books but I am hoping some of this will go away once it is done.