fatbutnot4long
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as the title says is this really worth it?
i am stuck big time.. i havent been on munch so will give you all a little update.. i have lost 7 n half stone since the 25th november which is brill im really happy about .. but then last month i found out i wasent dumping as much (if atall) and pushed my luck and started eating crap again! one day i just had ice cream! all day! anyway i sat myself down and thought it all through and yes i like that food but no i dont miss it.. and asked myself although ppl comment when i was really fat and actually always seem to make my weight their buisness who REALLY cares if im fat?? apart from me, no one! they just seem to judge! anyway i then did the 5 day pouch test to ristrict myself again as i know i was eating alot more than before! i did it but in day 3 came away to cornwall (argggghh how hard) anyway i did it! and then decided i wasent having any carbs for 2 weeks (although i was going to have 1 small pasty while i was here) which im still doing! ive been walking loads and i know i stopped going to the gym for 4 weeks (ooops) i do intend to get back on it and i have still been doin exercise and my allotment! ive infact walked more while ive been here! anyway.. my totm finished a few days ago so i thought id go for my weekly weigh in and i weigh exactly the same!! exactly... im so down... i didnt lose anything for 3 weeks but that was my own fauly and to be fair im happy i didnt gain! but im trying really hard now and not getting anywhere.. im just not sure if this is all worth it? i think about foor 24/7 all the time.. i have night mares about food! i just dont think i can do this.. theres no way i could try harder yet ive lost nothing! im stuck at 14.11! and im gutted... any advice will be welcome! xx
i am stuck big time.. i havent been on munch so will give you all a little update.. i have lost 7 n half stone since the 25th november which is brill im really happy about .. but then last month i found out i wasent dumping as much (if atall) and pushed my luck and started eating crap again! one day i just had ice cream! all day! anyway i sat myself down and thought it all through and yes i like that food but no i dont miss it.. and asked myself although ppl comment when i was really fat and actually always seem to make my weight their buisness who REALLY cares if im fat?? apart from me, no one! they just seem to judge! anyway i then did the 5 day pouch test to ristrict myself again as i know i was eating alot more than before! i did it but in day 3 came away to cornwall (argggghh how hard) anyway i did it! and then decided i wasent having any carbs for 2 weeks (although i was going to have 1 small pasty while i was here) which im still doing! ive been walking loads and i know i stopped going to the gym for 4 weeks (ooops) i do intend to get back on it and i have still been doin exercise and my allotment! ive infact walked more while ive been here! anyway.. my totm finished a few days ago so i thought id go for my weekly weigh in and i weigh exactly the same!! exactly... im so down... i didnt lose anything for 3 weeks but that was my own fauly and to be fair im happy i didnt gain! but im trying really hard now and not getting anywhere.. im just not sure if this is all worth it? i think about foor 24/7 all the time.. i have night mares about food! i just dont think i can do this.. theres no way i could try harder yet ive lost nothing! im stuck at 14.11! and im gutted... any advice will be welcome! xx