Please keep writing band people. Help & support is great and appreciated so much.
I lived in chocolate for almost 3 weeks without one solid square meal. I was being sick after everything, no matter how much I chewed or how small the portion.
The pain and discomfort of eating proper food was driving me to tears (takes alot for me to cry! Lol)
Instead of putting myself through that, I just didn't eat, and when I was extremely hungry and blood sugar was v low, I'd buy loads and loads of chocolate to fill myself.
Anyway, Xmas is over now. I spent a few good days with my mum and with the new yr and clean slate mentality, I have some new found strength and direction in side of me. It may only be the 3rd day of the yr, but it's good to say I haven't binged this yr
I had my op on July 23rd last yr. I'm approximately 2 stone down in weight. I didn't have a huge weightless but i know I've not been playing ball. But you know what, I'm human. I am learning. I feel willing and I am trying. I can do no more.
Please keep talking on here. It encourages me to read, understand myself and make me feel others know what's going in.
Appreciate you lot x
I lived in chocolate for almost 3 weeks without one solid square meal. I was being sick after everything, no matter how much I chewed or how small the portion.
The pain and discomfort of eating proper food was driving me to tears (takes alot for me to cry! Lol)
Instead of putting myself through that, I just didn't eat, and when I was extremely hungry and blood sugar was v low, I'd buy loads and loads of chocolate to fill myself.
Anyway, Xmas is over now. I spent a few good days with my mum and with the new yr and clean slate mentality, I have some new found strength and direction in side of me. It may only be the 3rd day of the yr, but it's good to say I haven't binged this yr
I had my op on July 23rd last yr. I'm approximately 2 stone down in weight. I didn't have a huge weightless but i know I've not been playing ball. But you know what, I'm human. I am learning. I feel willing and I am trying. I can do no more.
Please keep talking on here. It encourages me to read, understand myself and make me feel others know what's going in.
Appreciate you lot x