Time to be free
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So I have just today filled and sent off my forms for wls in Brussels . A potential date has been give to me of August 4th . As soon as pressed the send button this evening at 646pm I have had the most crazy terrible anxiety and am soooooo sooooo scared. I have 2 beautiful boys and a loving husband, I now need to do my part in our family and try and bring back the wife and mother that used to smile, laugh, enjoy life , look sexy for her hubby and healthy for her kids. I want to find the lost me who somehow got forgetton along this journey of motherhood and marriage. Our 12 year wedding anniversary is on August 8th , 4 days after my surgery date and I want this to be a fresh start in becoming the woman I used to be 12 years ago and to feel as free and light and happy as she once was. I wish I knew where it all went wrong and at what point I could have stopped myslef from reaching to 275lbs at a young age of 36!!! But now I am scared , if not waking up, not being there for my family, and having to endure pain with surgery that my doctor has advised me not to get and to just go down the normal weight loss routes. I wish I could have done that , otherwise I would not be writing this post! I need to stop letting people down now . Please help in sharing your experiences immediately post surgery . Much appreciated