Meggie
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.........I have been really down lately. I can't work out whether the op and waiting for the op is getting me down. Or the fact that I still can't really change any of my eating habits and haven't lost any weight. I've probably put weight on if anything. I'm terrified of going to my appointment in 17 days time (mini-woohoo!) and them turning around and saying that clearly I'm not committed so they're not gonna bother put me forward. I feel pathetic for even writing this but I can't seem to get out of this funk I'm in. I'm fed up of being fed up!! I even know I'm wallowing (sp?) but can't stop myself!!! There are a few other things going on but I don't think they are what is making me so blue. I realise it could be a combination of these things. Don't know!
Did anyone else feel bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrghhhhhhh after your group appointment. I'm so excited about having the op and my second appointment. I know I'm very lucky to have managed to get my appointments so quickly. And deep down I even know that things will probably be fine. I think I'm just stressing myself out about things. I guess I just feel a bit lost.
Tomorrow I'm going to try and cheer myself up with a haircut and a new start!!
Sorry for the depressing message. I haven't been on much lately as I don't want to be all depressing!!! I have been lurking and getting excited for you all!!!
Did anyone else feel bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrghhhhhhh after your group appointment. I'm so excited about having the op and my second appointment. I know I'm very lucky to have managed to get my appointments so quickly. And deep down I even know that things will probably be fine. I think I'm just stressing myself out about things. I guess I just feel a bit lost.
Tomorrow I'm going to try and cheer myself up with a haircut and a new start!!
Sorry for the depressing message. I haven't been on much lately as I don't want to be all depressing!!! I have been lurking and getting excited for you all!!!
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