Off for a fill tomorrow evening. Hope this will kick start a new phase for me  I have been hovering between 11.7 and 12 stone now since December - currently at the higher end of the spectrum!!!  I would dearly love to reach my goal for my year surgery anniversary on the 23 August. I only have a stone and a half to go - if I get my head sorted out I should be able to do it  This half half stone going on and off for months has been torture  I downloaded a book - Stop The Binge Eating -last week - in desperation - it was 15 quid!!!! What it did do was let me see how far I have come over the past few years though. My binges were horrendous. Eat until I had to lie down on the floor sweating and palpitations. Only until this subsided and start again. Actually sad thinking about this :-(  Although i am grumbling about this elastic half stone. The fact That I have been able to be the same weight I was five months ago is Quite incredible. Just a little bit of hard work on My part and I could get there.  This will be a life long battle for me a battle for life ..........and for my life. I am Still a Compulsive overeater  So let's see what tomorrow brings. Wish me luck  Hope you are all well xxx