:cry:I had my op on 1st September weighing in at 122.7 kilos....I started my 6 week pre op on 15th July weighing in at 133.8 kilos
Days after the op, infection set in which had me laid up in bed for 2 weeks...feeling really low and desperate for help, I had my op done on the nhs and due to change in dieticians it was very hard to get hold of anyone, so it resulted in my gp faxing my consultant to get me seen...my infection is now under control but the weight is hardly shifting
I’m nearly 5 weeks post op, and down to 117.2 kilos...however last Friday 1st October was my birthday, first night out since my op, had a few glasses of wine which went down very well, but got very hungry during the evening so ended up in my local kebab shop after the pubs...I was very angry with myself that I eat whole cheese burger, and half portion of fries smothered with ketchup & mayo...I called it my b-day treat, but...things have gone totally downhill since...I’m finding as each day goes by I’m eating more and more and my portion sizes are getting bigger and bigger...I’ve not had a fill in my band so I’m now totally unrestricted on what I can eat...and constantly hungry...I’m dreading getting weighed on Friday as I know I will have gained weight
I’ve phoned the hospital and left a message for the dieticians to call me, I’ve never felt so alone in all my life, other than reading some posts on this site I have no support at all...I feel a total idiot and I’ve really let myself down and my kids...can anyone please help me? Is there someone I can go to, even if I have to pay who can advise me on what to eat act....I don’t want my band to fail, I’m desperate too loose weight for my health to improve, and to re build my self confidence...the thought of more surgery in the future scares me, so this band must work as there is no way I can have a gastric bypass ect as I’m not good when it comes to operations....this is my cry for help :cry:
Days after the op, infection set in which had me laid up in bed for 2 weeks...feeling really low and desperate for help, I had my op done on the nhs and due to change in dieticians it was very hard to get hold of anyone, so it resulted in my gp faxing my consultant to get me seen...my infection is now under control but the weight is hardly shifting
I’m nearly 5 weeks post op, and down to 117.2 kilos...however last Friday 1st October was my birthday, first night out since my op, had a few glasses of wine which went down very well, but got very hungry during the evening so ended up in my local kebab shop after the pubs...I was very angry with myself that I eat whole cheese burger, and half portion of fries smothered with ketchup & mayo...I called it my b-day treat, but...things have gone totally downhill since...I’m finding as each day goes by I’m eating more and more and my portion sizes are getting bigger and bigger...I’ve not had a fill in my band so I’m now totally unrestricted on what I can eat...and constantly hungry...I’m dreading getting weighed on Friday as I know I will have gained weight
I’ve phoned the hospital and left a message for the dieticians to call me, I’ve never felt so alone in all my life, other than reading some posts on this site I have no support at all...I feel a total idiot and I’ve really let myself down and my kids...can anyone please help me? Is there someone I can go to, even if I have to pay who can advise me on what to eat act....I don’t want my band to fail, I’m desperate too loose weight for my health to improve, and to re build my self confidence...the thought of more surgery in the future scares me, so this band must work as there is no way I can have a gastric bypass ect as I’m not good when it comes to operations....this is my cry for help :cry: