Slightly off topic

[specialk]

Hi all.

I've recently started the process to get WLS had my initial appointment with my gp and baseline bloods have been sent off...

I work permanent nights and I'm writing this as I go to bed for the day, tonight I have had the worst night ever. Not even in terms of what I've had to deal with at work, just my body.

For some reason I totally binged out on sweets chocolate and followed it all of with cereal, only I purged it all on purpose... And I don't know why I did it :/ I have scared my self and I don't know where else to turn... This is my first ever binge/purge and I don't want it to continue...

K :/

 

[tealovingsleever]

It might just be psychologically linked to trying for WLS?

 

[louloumoo]

Let it go.... One purge/binge don't give u an eating disorder... Move forward, stop the guilt bullshiz and focus on your up coming surgery. Pre op with start in a few weeks so u want have time to develop a serious problem!!
It's all in anticipation of what's to come, the band is about good healthy habits, made easier by appetite reduction. Good luck.

 

[specialk]

I wasn't at all trying to say I had an issue or was developing into anything further, I was purely concerned as I have never ever done anything like that before and I wondered if anyone else had done it or if it continues even without a massive binge to begin with should I be going to the doctors...

 

[Purple Owl]

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