Yay I'm back in the real world again. For a while there I didn't think I was ever going to find it again!!
Suzie's just left leaving behind a few emotional Czech nuses and one emotional Brit, it's only been 20 mins but feel lost without her already
I hope she has a safe journey back to Espana and sees her little girl again soon after.
Well I never thought I would be so glad to see a pot of yoghurt! This morning is the first time they have let me have one since surgery.
After surgery I was in ICU for 24 hrs and that has to have been the worst 24 hrs of my life, nausea and vomiting, sweating, no sleep and nurses who didn't speak english! was so pleased when they said i could get up to wash and then i would be heading back to my own room, though the next 12 hours were just a blur of a spinning room. Eventually I took a sleeping tablet which clearly knocked me out if I was asleep when Suzie dropped in.
Was awake a few times in the night and then from 3am onwards I couldn't get comfortable because of the wind pain. I walked, sat, stood, moved bedding to different chairs, raised and lowered the head of the bed but nothing would allow me to relax enough to sleep. Good job really as I didn't want to miss farewell to Suzie.
Right am off to finish this lush yoghurt and watch the birds..out the window
thanks for everyone's well wishes and support, it's made it all that much more bearabe being able to know others have done the same journey xx